Saturday, June 18, 2011

I Strive to be Original

originality: the ability to think independently and creatively

independent: free from outside control; not depending on another's authority

creative: relating to or involving the imagination or original ideas; especially in the production of an artistic work

"Always be a first-rate version of yourself, instead of a second-rate version of somebody else."
--Judy Garland

Thursday, March 24, 2011

Twenty - A Myth Poem

Thunder rolls over the Hudson; crews pack up,

heading home. The fading sun drips behind

the silhouette of mountains and fiery trees.


Leaves crunch under foot;

a shaven man ventures toward freedom

and forbidden kisses, leaving his nagging wife behind.


“For business,” he said.

He thinks he hears his name being called in the wind,

and fearing a ghost he hurries to knock on her door.

As it swings inward, he inhales.


Her perfume and the smell of fresh

baked bread tickles his nostrils.

She smiles and prances toward him, half-clothed.

He can taste the alcohol on her lips;

her half-empty beer bottle makes him smile.


She is only twenty.


Outside, thunder still explodes

but not a single drop of rain falls.

Surrounded by his secret life,

relaxed, he takes a swig from a bottle of beer.

She curls up next to him on the couch,

fire crackling on the hearth.

“How is your wife?” she asks casually.


He turns and smiles, “Oblivious.”


They fall into routine, drinking

and laughing, laughing and drinking;

thunder always echoing, bouncing off of oaks.


“Rip van Winkle,” it calls.


The man stumbles into her bed,

pulling her on top of himself.

Another bottle of beer, another keg of rum.

Calm and mellow, they hide among blankets for days.


Or was it months?

He should have brought a razor.

When he returned to his wife,

he would want to look nice.


If he returned.


His mind, thick with beer

and confused, tender love,

slips into a sleep deep enough

to hold him captive twenty years.

Relocation - An Extended Metaphor Poem

The gardener tends to the baby tree,

watering it every day.

Gnarled wood twists and climbs,

forming a thin trunk with wiry branches.

But it still won’t grow.


When dry wind blows, bent

arms strain, reaching for sky.

Uprooting is the only answer;

he digs around the dying tree.

Lifting the tender sapling, old soil

shakes out of tangled roots.


Distress controls the young tree

as it yearns again for soil,

but the gardener knows it

will survive across the yard, in the sun.

His shovel digs a new home.


He replants the withering tree

into soil that is shocking at first, but healthy.


A few seasons later, when a year has passed,

the tree has found new strength.

The trunk thickens; blossoms

begin to bloom as spring bursts through

the desolate winter months.

Morning's Friend - An Object Poem

The ship’s steam rises, swelling

as water rushes into its cavity.

The portly belly

fills with liquid energy,

puffing and chugging,

it brims over with magic.


Coffee cascades into the pot

like water rushing to fill

a ship’s wake,

like a desert rain,

ready to be soaked up

by my sleep deprived

body.


Poured into a mug,

the savory liquid,

bitter and burning,

pacifies my tongue,

awakens my mind,

only stalling long enough

for a ship in harbor to unload.

Emptied.

Storm's Journey - A Memory Poem

I snuggled deeper into the embrace

of blankets and love on the back porch,

safe from the eruptions of thunder

rolling through the air outdoors.


My daddy’s steady breathing rises and falls

in rhythm with each bolt of lightning

as it precedes a boom.


The fresh smell of coming rain mixed

with my evening shower’s strawberry shampoo

takes over my senses

as the electricity flickers out.


My father wraps his arms tighter

around my eight year old body

that is now shivering with cold, and fear

of the power this summer storm contains.


The rain finally breaks free

from the clouds containing it;

racing toward dust, the earth soaks it in.

Journey’s end.

Saturday, January 8, 2011

The Sunflower Club on Dating

Insights from the Sunflower Club: aka - Sarina's thoughts on dating.

-if you're friends with a boy, that means you are dating [according to Sarina, I have a lot of boyfriends].
-you MUST wear lipstick on a date.
-you MUST wear a nice dress on a date, even if the boy is dressed scrubby.
-when your boyfriend comes over, you must make the house girly.
-if you're getting married, then KOL [Kiss Out Loud].
-make your boyfriend a sunflower tuxedo, with lips on it.
-give your boyfriend a curly wig, so he can be Hannah Montana.
-a good place for a date is a pyramid with pompoms inside it.
-you and your boyfriend should enjoy Guitar Hero, and the girl plays the drums.
-eat pepperoni pizza from Fox's Pizza, and put special girly sprinkle's on your boyfriend's pizza.
-if the worker at Fox's Pizza makes fire come out of the pizza, put a fire hat on your boyfriend.
-what your boyfriend should like to do, is see Avatar and eat popcorn and birch beer.
-you shouldn't start dating until you are 19 years old.
-always have fun.

The previous points were stated by Sarina, and typed by Carissa.. bringing you Insights from the Sunflower Club. :]

Thursday, December 30, 2010

1991 - ????

Everyone has a birthdate, and everyone has a deathdate. If one is famous, those two dates are usually a solid fact that everybody knows. If one is not famous, those dates may only be significant to a select few. However, it is the dash in between those dates that really matter.

I have solidly been thinking about that these past few days, and people have addressed the topic before. What do I do with my dash? What have I done, what am I doing, and what will I do with the life God has given me between the day I breathed my first breath, to the day I exhale for the last time. Will that dash make a difference in this world? Will it be important to anyone?

Someone mentioned a week or so ago this thought, "Often, time leaves its mark on us in one way or another, but what are we doing to leave our mark on time?" What did Elvis or Princess Di do that was so amazing, that millions of people can remember them? What is Carissa doing to make a difference, not necessarily to this whole world, but to one person's view on the world. Who will look at my headstone at my funeral and see more than a birthday and a deathday? Who will see my dash?

Often times I wonder if each person I know will look back on my life differently. If God choses to bless me with a husband, will he see me differently than my parents? Will my children see the work I do differently than my neighbors view it? I pray even now that my witness is solid to every person I know. I desire to be a person that is genuine and honest in every situation, keeping a level head and facing adversity, knowing Who has won. With that being said, I DO plan on being the same person in every circle of influence God choses to bless me with. I plan on making a difference.

I don't have major plans to change the world; I don't see my name going down in history. Not many Christian names do, but God's name does. If my life can bring glory to Him, then that is how I chose to live. I pray that my dash is continually in a state of worship and surrender to the Father.

Here I sit, at the end of 2010 looking back on all that God has done for me. That portion of my dash has passed. This next year can hold as many changes as the autumn leaves, or stay solidly the same. I am in favor of wherever God leads. I just pray that I never neglect an opportunity to make even the smallest impact on someone else. Time will not get the best of me, because I have the Creator of all time and existence on my side. And I must say, it is a wonderful place to be.